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Oh, so much to tell, and not enough motivation to write it all out.....
well the reason as to why I haven't updated in a while is because my computer got sick, (modem got fried) and I couldn't get on the internet for like two weeks straight. There was also work, work, and more work. I also had many a social problem that I'm still avoiding to this day, meaning that I haven't talked to Eric in a while. Why should I when he can't even come up to me and ask if we can talk? He has to send Leah to ask me. I hate that. But being vocal with him doesn't work either. He doesn't listen to a word I say. All he thinks about when he sees me is...mine. "Stand next to me like little trophie girlfriend, and so everyone knows that you're mine."
I don't go for that. And I told him not to be so clingy or I'd just run as fast as I can in the opposite direction. So, yeah we're all done. And the funny thing is, that I'm not even upset. I'm more relieved that anything. I feel as if a weight has been lifted from my chest, or my shoulders, I'm not sure which one.....
Everytime I saw him I ended up getting mad at him for doing something I asked him not to do. And it's not like I was trying to be controlling or whatever, it was communication type things like: " if you have a problem with me tell me, don't make me find out later from leah"
IM NOT DONE YET....
well the reason as to why I haven't updated in a while is because my computer got sick, (modem got fried) and I couldn't get on the internet for like two weeks straight. There was also work, work, and more work. I also had many a social problem that I'm still avoiding to this day, meaning that I haven't talked to Eric in a while. Why should I when he can't even come up to me and ask if we can talk? He has to send Leah to ask me. I hate that. But being vocal with him doesn't work either. He doesn't listen to a word I say. All he thinks about when he sees me is...mine. "Stand next to me like little trophie girlfriend, and so everyone knows that you're mine."
I don't go for that. And I told him not to be so clingy or I'd just run as fast as I can in the opposite direction. So, yeah we're all done. And the funny thing is, that I'm not even upset. I'm more relieved that anything. I feel as if a weight has been lifted from my chest, or my shoulders, I'm not sure which one.....
Everytime I saw him I ended up getting mad at him for doing something I asked him not to do. And it's not like I was trying to be controlling or whatever, it was communication type things like: " if you have a problem with me tell me, don't make me find out later from leah"
IM NOT DONE YET....