a solitary noiz....
well it's another X-mas.
alone and yet not alone.
there are so many people around me and it's a wonderful thing.
but i just can't seem to find the right "one".
there have been a few souls that have passed through my door but it's always devoid of anything other than a brief acquaintance. just can't to seem to connect with anyone special. a rather strange thing that seems to bother me at times and at others it seems just fine.
i was even thinking that this is not such a bad thing passing through this part of my life where there isn't a significant other. maybe it's a purging of so many things that have created so many storms in my life. it is a strange awareness though. a slow time of space. a darker realm of confinement. i pass through so many doors and so many empty nights. strange to feel alone and not alone.
time to read.
time to sleep.
yet there is no time to dream...
alone and yet not alone.
there are so many people around me and it's a wonderful thing.
but i just can't seem to find the right "one".
there have been a few souls that have passed through my door but it's always devoid of anything other than a brief acquaintance. just can't to seem to connect with anyone special. a rather strange thing that seems to bother me at times and at others it seems just fine.
i was even thinking that this is not such a bad thing passing through this part of my life where there isn't a significant other. maybe it's a purging of so many things that have created so many storms in my life. it is a strange awareness though. a slow time of space. a darker realm of confinement. i pass through so many doors and so many empty nights. strange to feel alone and not alone.
time to read.
time to sleep.
yet there is no time to dream...