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Yeah, so maybe I said that I wasn't planning on updating this thing after I canned it 8 months ago, but fuck that. I really don't know where I stand in terms of, well, anything at this point. Meryl and I broke up about 2 months ago, but whatever. My drinking has increased significantly (thus the reason for the update), but that's besides the point. I really don't know where I plan on going with my life, as I'm not going to grad school next year, and I'm currently making a shitload of cash at my job. My dad owes me a fuckload of money, but I sincerely doubt I'll ever see any of it, Chris and I got two kittens who've since grown to cats, and they're adorable as fuck. I've lost more than all contact with my family and quite honestly don't regret it and really need some help here. Despite this, I'm somehow content with where I am because I'm self sufficient and really, for once, happy with where I am.
I think what I'll do is join the peace core in the next year or two. It gives me something productive to do and I really don't want to spend the rest of my life in this country. I need out and quite frankly, I think that the direction that this place is heading is straight down the shitter. I'm tired of loving and I'm tired of waiting for things to change. I need to move on, and I need to let go of the attachments I have. Granted, there are a few exceptions, but I really doubt they're reading this.
Goodbye.
At least till I'm drunk enough to post again.
I think what I'll do is join the peace core in the next year or two. It gives me something productive to do and I really don't want to spend the rest of my life in this country. I need out and quite frankly, I think that the direction that this place is heading is straight down the shitter. I'm tired of loving and I'm tired of waiting for things to change. I need to move on, and I need to let go of the attachments I have. Granted, there are a few exceptions, but I really doubt they're reading this.
Goodbye.
At least till I'm drunk enough to post again.