its ends tonight

Aug 15, 2007 01:27

last post for a while. im not sure when ill have internet access again.
my bags are packed (and possibly overweight..ill find out soon enough)
got a haircut (last one for a while)
spent the night with emily, karina, and shaya. me, emily, and shaya have been best friends since 7th grade..we add a friend everynow and then, but when it comes down to it, its always been the three of us. tonight was our last night together for a long time..possibly forever... yeah...

anyways! im leaving! you missed your chance to say goodbye, but i guess all has been said anyway, what's "goodbye" going to change?
im scared, nervous, and have even considered serious injury as a way to get out of leaving (they cant send me out of the country if im in the hospital, can they?)
but when it comes down to it, im ready to go. its time for me to get out on my own and face the "real world" (even if i still get my daddy to make phone calls for me).
if it sucks that badly, ill come home (em's dad even said i can live in their guest room :))

so this is it for a while.
have a great year doing whatever it is youre doing.
facebook/email/comment and stuff. ill be in touch

<3
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