happy 4th!
although it doesnt mean much to me (other then joining the hoards of people downtown to catch a glimpse of the fireworks), if its important to you, then happy 4th of july!
if i wouldve caved, id be at the beach right now. but ive gotta get some hours of work in, so i can afford these growing-more-frequent trips to the beach. i pick the worst times to make new friends..
im leaving in like 40 days. and never returning is always a possibility.
on that happy note..
going to federal hill tonight. hopefully it doesnt rain too much. trying to get off of work tomorrow, but the boss (aka, my dad) says i take off too much (he does have a valid point, ive only worked 2 days)
feeling lonely in a room full of people is never a good sign. neither is making up lame excuses to not go out at night.
i feel like im being torn in 3 different directions..hurts a bit. (ok..a lot)
ive got a song running through my head. i dont mind it too much anymore, because it drowns out any actual thoughts..
It's just like poetry inside to hear you breathing by my side
like I’m in heaven and I’ve died
so glad you're with me for this ride
you fill me up,
you're in my veins
a look could take my breath away
and all these things, you give away
sometimes I take for granted
I see your face to start my day
makes all my bad dreams go away
and all the stupid games we play
wouldn't have it any other way...
.yeah.
if i wouldve caved, id be at the beach right now. but ive gotta get some hours of work in, so i can afford these growing-more-frequent trips to the beach. i pick the worst times to make new friends..
im leaving in like 40 days. and never returning is always a possibility.
on that happy note..
going to federal hill tonight. hopefully it doesnt rain too much. trying to get off of work tomorrow, but the boss (aka, my dad) says i take off too much (he does have a valid point, ive only worked 2 days)
feeling lonely in a room full of people is never a good sign. neither is making up lame excuses to not go out at night.
i feel like im being torn in 3 different directions..hurts a bit. (ok..a lot)
ive got a song running through my head. i dont mind it too much anymore, because it drowns out any actual thoughts..
It's just like poetry inside to hear you breathing by my side
like I’m in heaven and I’ve died
so glad you're with me for this ride
you fill me up,
you're in my veins
a look could take my breath away
and all these things, you give away
sometimes I take for granted
I see your face to start my day
makes all my bad dreams go away
and all the stupid games we play
wouldn't have it any other way...
.yeah.