And you'll keep moving on, until you learn what love is
I have to do my prelab and postlab for chemistry. Tonight. I've barely started the prelab. I just keep asking myself, Why do I keep doing this to myself??
I always procrastinate. And I hate it, with a passion.
I feel slightly sentimental tonight. I miss a lot of things. I don't feel like going into detail though.
Paper...must work on paper...*grinds teeth*
I can't wait for fall break, but in a way, I wish I was staying here. I don't think I want to go home, for a variety of reasons. Mostly conflicts with my parents. It just keeps getting worse and worse. I just feel like they don't listen to me/respect my decisions/always expect me to play by the rules in their book. When I don't always agree with those rules. I don't want to be the person they expect me to be.
But I had that rant last night; I'm not going to repeat myself over and over again. I think I've already made that point clear.
The things that make me happy lately, i feel like they wouldn't understand. Actually, I know they don't understand. It makes me feel unbalanced and unsure of myself.
I'm planning on trying another church this sunday. Or going back to the Shack. So they shouldn't be harping on that for much longer. Other than that, I'll just try to do the best that I can do.
Which means leaving this and working on the damn papers.
*sigh*
I miss all of my friends. I want to go do something fun.
~Kristin
I always procrastinate. And I hate it, with a passion.
I feel slightly sentimental tonight. I miss a lot of things. I don't feel like going into detail though.
Paper...must work on paper...*grinds teeth*
I can't wait for fall break, but in a way, I wish I was staying here. I don't think I want to go home, for a variety of reasons. Mostly conflicts with my parents. It just keeps getting worse and worse. I just feel like they don't listen to me/respect my decisions/always expect me to play by the rules in their book. When I don't always agree with those rules. I don't want to be the person they expect me to be.
But I had that rant last night; I'm not going to repeat myself over and over again. I think I've already made that point clear.
The things that make me happy lately, i feel like they wouldn't understand. Actually, I know they don't understand. It makes me feel unbalanced and unsure of myself.
I'm planning on trying another church this sunday. Or going back to the Shack. So they shouldn't be harping on that for much longer. Other than that, I'll just try to do the best that I can do.
Which means leaving this and working on the damn papers.
*sigh*
I miss all of my friends. I want to go do something fun.
~Kristin