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today was a fucken bitch.
My boss was in an extremely pissed off mood and I think he called me a cunt. Im not sure but it sure sounded like it was directed at me. That seriously ticked me off
Anyway it was great talking to the girls today. I probably shouldn’t be saying this but carly has found herself a new man. Although he has proposed they date, she is still reluctant. That and she’s taken. Don’t worry carly, no one reads my journal other than you and Ellen. I honestly do hope they get together as he comes across as a major sweet heart
My conversation with Ellen didn’t go quite to plan. Well it wasn’t a conversation with her but more a conversation I had with Paul. That really didn’t go too well. I should have seriously just butted out, but as her friend I really felt I needed to say something. Im sorry to both Paul and Ellen for meddling, it wasn’t my place and what ever concerns or troubles have aroused from my conversation I profusely apologise. Ellen was quite distraught about it by the end. Sometimes I really just wish we could speak face to face. That way I can read her clearer and understand her more. I hope she forgives me
So those were the major issues of my day. I have learnt a lot.
Tonight we have carly’s birthday dinner. I really cant wait to see everyone again. Carly is always great at getting the high school girls together.
Sometimes I forget how special she is to me - despite her weird quirks. Sometimes I think all she wants is to seek attention. This isn’t the case at all. Sometimes I feel as though shes boasting to me. This isn’t the case at all either. Its because I’m envious of her. Carly is someone who I can admire (believe it or no ;-P). She has a great personality, brains, looks, she can socialise openly. These are qualities that I wish I had myself. So carly if ever it seems as though im making fun of you or anything else along the lines of that, its really because I admire those traits in you . I hope you don’t take offence to the things I say about you
So yes, I look forward to tonight and cant wait to catch up with the girls.
Speaking of birthday’s, it reminds me I havent baked her anything today. My 101 mission would be so disappointed. I’ll make her something awesome on the weekend :-D if youre reading this you can have anything you want. Suggest it and I’ll make it. Whether or not its good is a totally different story :-p
My boss was in an extremely pissed off mood and I think he called me a cunt. Im not sure but it sure sounded like it was directed at me. That seriously ticked me off
Anyway it was great talking to the girls today. I probably shouldn’t be saying this but carly has found herself a new man. Although he has proposed they date, she is still reluctant. That and she’s taken. Don’t worry carly, no one reads my journal other than you and Ellen. I honestly do hope they get together as he comes across as a major sweet heart
My conversation with Ellen didn’t go quite to plan. Well it wasn’t a conversation with her but more a conversation I had with Paul. That really didn’t go too well. I should have seriously just butted out, but as her friend I really felt I needed to say something. Im sorry to both Paul and Ellen for meddling, it wasn’t my place and what ever concerns or troubles have aroused from my conversation I profusely apologise. Ellen was quite distraught about it by the end. Sometimes I really just wish we could speak face to face. That way I can read her clearer and understand her more. I hope she forgives me
So those were the major issues of my day. I have learnt a lot.
Tonight we have carly’s birthday dinner. I really cant wait to see everyone again. Carly is always great at getting the high school girls together.
Sometimes I forget how special she is to me - despite her weird quirks. Sometimes I think all she wants is to seek attention. This isn’t the case at all. Sometimes I feel as though shes boasting to me. This isn’t the case at all either. Its because I’m envious of her. Carly is someone who I can admire (believe it or no ;-P). She has a great personality, brains, looks, she can socialise openly. These are qualities that I wish I had myself. So carly if ever it seems as though im making fun of you or anything else along the lines of that, its really because I admire those traits in you . I hope you don’t take offence to the things I say about you
So yes, I look forward to tonight and cant wait to catch up with the girls.
Speaking of birthday’s, it reminds me I havent baked her anything today. My 101 mission would be so disappointed. I’ll make her something awesome on the weekend :-D if youre reading this you can have anything you want. Suggest it and I’ll make it. Whether or not its good is a totally different story :-p