poems are sexayy<3

[speshall]

my thoughts are spinning
i let you inside
and once again
you left me empty
taking away everything i started to gain back.
you can't play with my mind
my emotions
my heart
i wont let you.
i wont.
i swear i wont.
i promised myself this, over and over again.
but, i lied to myself.

<3i wrote that a long time ago, but it seemed to apply right now, so here it is. . . .