(no subject)

[speshall]

i found out something new todaii
things will never be like they were yesterdaii.
you may tell me you love me
but i know that isn't true.
it never was.
i should have seen rite through you.
i was too young
too confused
to know my heart was being abused.
things are different todaii.
they will never be like they were yesterday.
i know better now
you taught me how.

/x/my mind
\o\won't be
/x/played
\o\with

and all i relii want from you
is the truth.
no more lies
i wont listen
i wont agree
i wont let you control my life.
you owe it to me
and i think i deserve it

did
you
mean
it?

did
you
relii
love
me?

you
tell
me
you
did

you
say
feelings
just
changed

but i wont be lied to anymore.

.i. .j.u.s.t. .w.a.n.t. .t.h.e. .t.r.u.t.h.

i want to hear it
from your own mouth
i want to hear these words
it will be that much easier to move on
knowing the truth

<3* you never loved me
you never meant a word you said
you were onlii thinking about yourself

say
it
to
me

i just want the truth

once

you

tell

me. . . .

things won't be the same as they were yesterdaii.