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[speshall]

i wish everyone would stop asking me if me and jess sweet are "best frineds" again. at the moment i do not have a best friend, nor do i want one. you think you can trust them with anything, but you can't. everyone makes mistakes and some mistakes are harder to forgive then others. and then you say, "but shes my best friend!! how could she do that to me?" well its a fucking mistake. everyone makes them. and best friends arent an exception to that. the truth is, i just think best friends are over-rated. and as of right now, i don't have a need to have a :best friend:. I care about jess sweet a million and ten times. i care about her more then anything. but can't forget certen things so fast. im hoping things will go back to normal with us, that'd be good.if your wondering what "normal" is, "normal" is best friends, which is probally something i can't explain to any of you, and something no one else would understand besides me and jess. our friendship is deffinitly unique, and something im not willing to give up for anything. we always manage to go back to normal, somehow, and usually we end up being stronger friends. she will always always always be my best friend, its jsut gnna take a bit of time to get that friendship back. i know for sure that we can do it, im just curious to see how were gnna pull it off this time.

i cut my bangs. they were growing out and pissing me off. they look a bit strange, because they arent even, but im sure im the only one who will notice.

my ear bled today, from music. :-/:-/ oouucchhh...

im gnna go to bedd. niighghhhttt,.,.,.,.