Feb 11, 2005 23:21
hey, today was pretty much imbarassing. spanish first period. i started CRYING like crying, crying. i NEVER cry in school. whenever someone crys in school i always think "woah they want attention" but thats the last thing i wanted. i didn't even want to be in school and i couldnt stop crying. it was so imbarassing everyone was looking at me and i just wanted to leave, but i didn't want to stand up in front of the whole class seeing me cry. bllaah.
anyway, the rest of the day pretty much went the same. terrible day. i knew i shouldn't have gone to school. the only reason i went was in case the person who put me in this bad mood would want to talk to me, which never happend. they just ignored me everytime i walked past them, and pretended i didnt exist. careless? maybe. we'll see.
thats the end of my bitching and complaining. i don't want a depressing journal, even though i've never been so depressed and lonley in my life.
afterschool i went home on hallies bus. :) went to her house, and then we went 2 the movies and saw Boogieman. it was very very stupid. then came back to my house and rite now were watching the notebook. :) alright. comment if you care.