Suffer The Children, Condemned
I expressly remember expressing my lack of interest in wanting to be brought into this world at the time when I was still a blissful spirit reveling in utero. Those times when I couldn't be persecuted,prodded, or generally polluted. For such actions would only turn upon the actor, being that we were all part of one omnipresent wave. I can't recall what could have possibly lured me from my stance on this issue. Perhaps it was the promise of all the fun toys and tv of the time, but why was I so easily satiated by offers of Monchichi dolls and Go-Bot's cartoons. Clearly impulsive behaviour was something I suffered from since before I was even aware of my own awareness. I should have listened to Borbus-A, he knew there was no life beyond birth. And so did I. But leave it to me to overcome my feelings of self-doubt, the one and only time I was right.
A staleness so bitter and so growing that every awful day previous seems like a long forgotten dream of a time where joy and innocence prevailed, despite what atrocities might have happened during those times. The days when I "thought" the world was an evil place filled with ignorant and hateful people, all of whom are completely disgusted by my presence. Now I "know" the world is such a place. At least back then, there was some part of me that thought and maybe even hoped I was wrong about the world. I blame mother, for letting me grow up to be a cowboy.
But despite all that, cheer up kids. Always remember, no matter how fat or unattractive you were as a child, theres someone out there in this world who would have fucked you.
A staleness so bitter and so growing that every awful day previous seems like a long forgotten dream of a time where joy and innocence prevailed, despite what atrocities might have happened during those times. The days when I "thought" the world was an evil place filled with ignorant and hateful people, all of whom are completely disgusted by my presence. Now I "know" the world is such a place. At least back then, there was some part of me that thought and maybe even hoped I was wrong about the world. I blame mother, for letting me grow up to be a cowboy.
But despite all that, cheer up kids. Always remember, no matter how fat or unattractive you were as a child, theres someone out there in this world who would have fucked you.