Its not near death
Today I had a near life experience while driving. It was my doing. It felt good, the heart pumps and the stomach drops. I need more of that in my life. You feel so much more alive when your life is hanging in the air. Work has gotten better. I'm still manic all of the time to cover up things. I love karma. It never fails. I also like not going to class, I feel like its a waste of my time and just makes me tired. I think I'm going to take a year off after this and I dont know leave and maybe never come back. We will have to see how I feel tomorrow. HAHAHAHA yeah....