Jul 03, 2006 17:24
we drove the car to the top of the parking ramp...on the 4th of july...we sat out on the hood with a couple of warm beers and watched the fireworks...explode in the sky...and there was an exodus of birds from the trees...but they didnt know, we were only pretending...and the people all looked up and looked pleased...and the birds flew around like the whole world was ending...and i don't think war is noble...and i don't like to think that love is like war...but i got a big hot cherry bomb, and i want to slip it through the mail slot...of your front door...you can't leave me here...i've got your back now...you'd better have mine...cause you say the coast is clear...but you say that all the time...so many sheep i quit counting
sleepless and embarrassed about the way that i feel...trying to make mole hills out of mountains...building base camp at the bottom of a really big deal...and did i tell you how i stoped eating???when you stopped calling me...and i was cramped up shitting rivers for weeks...and pretending that i was finally free...and you can't leave me here...now that your back you'd better stay this time...cause you say the coast is clear...but you say that all the time...we drove the car to the top of the parking ramp...on the 4th of july...and i planted my dusty boots on the bumper and sat out on the hood...and looked up at the sky