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Things arent going smoothly as i planned. Hurts worse than a paper cut between your finger nails, but for some reason i still stay. Summer time is going to be hard for me, yet ill have tons of money when its over, and still have a constant job. I want to work. It always got my mind of things, and now that im going to be working in a music store.... its going to be AMAZING!! I think ive planned the next two years of my life out finally.
Sadly i didnt make U of D. Actually i applied for the associates program but didnt even get into that, i guess im retarted. But im going to del tech for the next two years for photography and multimedia. I met some of my teachers the other day, and they seem really nice. My schedule is a little heavy but i think i can handel it considering its mostly computer fun classes. The next few years are going to be fun, im thinking my sophmore year im going to get an apartment. So far i have paul down for a room mate, if anyone is interested tell me cus that would be awsome.
Im a little worried about leaving highschool, im ready but it came so sudden. I never thought this time would come, but no matter what, the future will come. I wish i could have done more with my highschool career, like found photogarpher sooner. I could have tried to get scholarships and maybe actually for into a better college rather than shitty del tech. So as everyone goes to college and parties and meets better people, ill be home at some shitty community college. I know im the future ill be a successful mother fucker, and prolly better than everyone else, but for now im feel like shit.
There are no signs anymore, so ill stop asking.