tell me tell me do you feel the pressure now
i have become everyone's dumping ground. any problem that people have must be known by me. there are so many things i know that i want to tell other people but can't. i make the promise to keep it a secret and i do, no matter how much it eats me from the inside out. i've got my own issues, my own stuff to deal with, i really don't need it to be multiplied by friends' issues. especially when the same issue comes from multiple people. i know both sides of the story but i can't let one side know how the other thinks slash feels and it's driving me mad. this will not be one of those things that works itself out naturally. i know that. i just wish it would. this issue has been morphing and evolving for way too long. it's high time it goes away. but it won't be easy for anyone involved :/