geeze
i havnt posted in a while, and too much shit has happend to name it all,
but i hate my life, it seems like i wake up, and go to school, and sit through crap all day, then go to football , where i sit there or stand and walk around. and not being able to play is seriously killing me, ppl are wining about being out for a week or two, but i havnt hit anyone since spring.and i worked my ass off all summer and got way faster and way stronger, i lost 20 pounds( and the thing is that i wasnt trying to, i just wanted to be stronger and faster, and that came with it) i dont think it looks like i have but some ppl have mentioned it, but just like family and good freinds.but anyways i am dying not getting to play, and watching the damn team do so bad , and the reason is because the linemen are retarded, and i feel like its my fault that i cant try to make us better. so after football, i come home, get a lil somethin to eat, then i go to bed, and wait for the same damn thing to happen the next day. its like a non stopping cycle of crap, i have nothin to look forward to in my day.
but i love bothell, it seems like ppl are being more nice to me this year. like last yeat i used to walk to all my classes by myself, and not really talk to that many ppl, but this year, its just way more fun, and ppl stop me to talk to them . its just better overall.
i get my liscense on wednesday
yess
i asked joy to homecoming today. she said yes, and i was like "yesss" hahhaha
which im really happy that im goin with joy because she is super dooper cool, and i enjoy haning with her
im out
but i hate my life, it seems like i wake up, and go to school, and sit through crap all day, then go to football , where i sit there or stand and walk around. and not being able to play is seriously killing me, ppl are wining about being out for a week or two, but i havnt hit anyone since spring.and i worked my ass off all summer and got way faster and way stronger, i lost 20 pounds( and the thing is that i wasnt trying to, i just wanted to be stronger and faster, and that came with it) i dont think it looks like i have but some ppl have mentioned it, but just like family and good freinds.but anyways i am dying not getting to play, and watching the damn team do so bad , and the reason is because the linemen are retarded, and i feel like its my fault that i cant try to make us better. so after football, i come home, get a lil somethin to eat, then i go to bed, and wait for the same damn thing to happen the next day. its like a non stopping cycle of crap, i have nothin to look forward to in my day.
but i love bothell, it seems like ppl are being more nice to me this year. like last yeat i used to walk to all my classes by myself, and not really talk to that many ppl, but this year, its just way more fun, and ppl stop me to talk to them . its just better overall.
i get my liscense on wednesday
yess
i asked joy to homecoming today. she said yes, and i was like "yesss" hahhaha
which im really happy that im goin with joy because she is super dooper cool, and i enjoy haning with her
im out