just what you want to read, i'm sure.
ask me what i give a shit about right now and i will tell you exactly one thing:
i weighed in at 119 at the doctors office today. this time last year i was a disgusting animal and weighed about 30lbs more for some inexplicable reason known only to my body and its incredible tendency to want to destroy itself.
everything else can suck it:
this stupid school, this stupid master's degree, my stupid professors, my stupid GA, stupid tennessee, how sick i am of everything, how sick i am in general, my stupid diabetes, my stupid father, the fact that it's not november 18th yet and i'm not home with my boyfriend watching harry potter being loved and being simultaneously judged and hugged by carleigh.
seriously, everything can suck it. i thought this would be a really great program and everything would be great. instead, it's the fucking worst. appalachia can fuck right the hell off.
i'm skipping class today because 1) i feel like shit but also 2) because i don't give a shit any more. i'm doing everything i can to not be here in the spring. if i have to stay, i will probably die. just saying.
i think i'm going to go throw up some more and crawl back into bed.
also, dear bod, it'd be great to loose another 10-15 pounds. yes? yes, i think it would. convince yourself you only like salads and green tea, theeeeeenx.
i weighed in at 119 at the doctors office today. this time last year i was a disgusting animal and weighed about 30lbs more for some inexplicable reason known only to my body and its incredible tendency to want to destroy itself.
everything else can suck it:
this stupid school, this stupid master's degree, my stupid professors, my stupid GA, stupid tennessee, how sick i am of everything, how sick i am in general, my stupid diabetes, my stupid father, the fact that it's not november 18th yet and i'm not home with my boyfriend watching harry potter being loved and being simultaneously judged and hugged by carleigh.
seriously, everything can suck it. i thought this would be a really great program and everything would be great. instead, it's the fucking worst. appalachia can fuck right the hell off.
i'm skipping class today because 1) i feel like shit but also 2) because i don't give a shit any more. i'm doing everything i can to not be here in the spring. if i have to stay, i will probably die. just saying.
i think i'm going to go throw up some more and crawl back into bed.
also, dear bod, it'd be great to loose another 10-15 pounds. yes? yes, i think it would. convince yourself you only like salads and green tea, theeeeeenx.