Feb 16, 2004 19:16
T.K. wrote me a letter before he..hung. I read it about an hour ago. Man, I couldn't stop crying. But now, it all makes sence to me...Now, I'm happy he left. I'm not gonna say why 'cause he told me stuff that was going on in his life that he hasn't told anyone and it makes all the stuff that happened to me look good. (Why do people always tell me stuff they don't tell anyone else? oO) Yeah. So, T.K., I love you man. I'm gonna continue being a weedaholic (For the stupid people, I stoped smokin' it.) And an Alcoholic (I stoped that too, dumbass)...OH! And can't forget a sexaholic!!!! (No. I don't have sex.) lmfao That was the best day ever T.K. I remember it as if I lived it over more then once. Let me tell you of the day me and T.K. became best friends. n.n
-My 14th b-day- (We were best friends longer then that but we became like, super best friends that day.)
We were all running around my house and everything, smokin' pot and drinking beer and stuff...xD Then, I had to make my speaches for the gifts I got. =o So I said all of 'em, but then it was time for T.K.'s. I was all 'Thank you, T.K., my sex slave, pot holder, and beer buyer, for this very pretty picture of your ass.' xDDDD And then, T.K. smiled at me and poushed me off the table and started his own speach! =o
He said 'Lets all raise our bottles of beer and make a cheer for the best best person in the world, and also my best friend ever...I literaly mean best ever, the mighty Weedaholic, Alcoholic, and Sexaholic, the one and only Highly drunken Pimp, Jay!'
lmfao...;~; It was the best day ever...I don't know why he mentioned Sexaholic, but ok. xD Yep. It's like, the speaches clicked us together or something. I'm not sure. It wasn't that feeling that you love someone and wanna be with them, it was just...that love feeling...Not the one for your parents and brothers and family...It's hard to explane.
You said to always hold on.
But it's to you I held on to.
Now you're gone.
But I will move on threw.
Peace to you, my little Tinky friend. I will be happy now. I'm gonna go to your stone and laugh at it. Ok, T.K? 'Cause I know that's what you would have done to me. -pretends T.K. is giving her shit- Yes, yes. You'll be right beside Steve and M.K....And I'll make sure I put sock puppets at your grave. xDD lmfao. Love you T.K.. -is crying and smileing at the same time-