Feb 08, 2004 09:23
Dude, it was a really long night last night. Plus I think I'm catching a cold now.
Right after I got off with Nico, I put on my coat and shoes and whent for a walk....I walked for like, 2-3 hours. Then I whent and sat ontop of the water tower thing for I don't know how long...Yeah. I thought about stuff. Like, about my friends...Mostly about Nico and Ally and Robbin. Thought about my fucked up life. Thought about just lettin' go and jumping. Yeah. But once I thought about lettin' go a climbed down just to be safe. u.u;;;; I only got home at 8 O'clock. .-.
Yeah, this guy named Max added me to MSN, but then he said his name was Paul. Me and Robbin think it's Max. After all we don't believe he's dead. Yeah. He spells stuff like Max, he acts like Max, etc. I'm not sure.
Aw well. I'm just gonna act happy. n.n I'll get over this in no time...
2 weeks later
-still depressed-
lol...Just joking. n.n;;