Feb 04, 2004 20:43
We started talking about Max, and I ended up lookin' at his picture. Once I saw it, all my feelings came back. Or did they ever leave? It hurts. So I whent to go take a shower, then I'm all thinking 'What if I take a bath? People die that way...' then I'm all '...but what about my friends?' So then I took my shower and I started thinking 'it just takes one step.' then I got out of the shower right away. I didn't even wash my hair.
You know. Max is a fuckin' bastered! He held me back so long...Then he goes and kills himself. What a fuckin' fool! I hate him! ;~; Stupid Max. Why'd he have to do it? Everywhere I look bascically, somethin' reminds me of him. On my stove it even says 'Max'. -_- -holds self-
Ya know, I don't think I'll ever believe Max is dead. I won't believe it untell someone proves it to me. ;~;
Here, and just when I think I'm over Max, here walks in this little dude that isn't really little named Nick. (Nico =3) And he's just like Max...I find. It feels like I'm talking to Max whenever I talk to him. I know he isn't Max and everything, but still. -hugs Nico- u.u -hugs Robbin too- Don't you feel left out, Robbin. n.u
Ok....That was long. I feel better now. ._o