Sep 08, 2009 10:40
been not sleeping enough and now my body really hurts. have work to do because my co-worker was too lazy or too dumb to do his share. .yet again.
sighs.
great weekend though.san francisco was a helluva an experience.
had a blast driving/racing down the interstates. people in california have the most awesome driving style. there may as well not be a speed limit, which i love,but at the same time, it makes me which i had a better car. part of that had to do was that people are eager to race; although i am pretty sure i exhausted a beamer driver along the 40.
got to do a lot of thinking while driving. came to many self-realizations and it felt good to experience so much personal growth in a short period of time.
what good that does me, i dont know. because, some of my problems stem from others and i have difficulty saying "hey, you know what, youre an asshole" or "for the love of god, shut up"
lost art of conversation.
but sometimes life swings the other way, i cant emphasize what a freaking awesome time i had in golden gate park. met someone there who explained the whole situation there; very...unexpected dynamic both interpersonally as well as with the park and those there. its nice not to be treated like another tourist. get the secrets of a new city ;)
now all i have to do is deal with real life.. sigh
and try not to get bogged down.
but, that is going to happen anyway.
i dont like the feeling because i need a little bit of down time.
a task which is more impossible as the day progresses.
kate