Sep 21, 2008 22:41
some days i feel like someone pushed the pause button and everything stops but me and my mind keeps racing and my head keeps spinning and my heart keeps hurting. i can get through everything but this. i can see the light at the end with anythingeverything else. not this. i can't. i want to. and it doesnt help that it is now officially fall and i love picking apples orange leaves hunting for the perfect pumpkin carving crunching leaves holding hands and crisp autumn air.
i miss you at night in my bed alone and cold it is cold cool autumn air your fingers through my hair.
i miss you when i drive through town and everywhere there is a story of that one time we were there and we were here.
i miss you when things were good and we talked of maine and houses and real estate fell we were lucky but we fell too.