But You Can't Possess Me.

Dec 19, 2003 15:00

I feel like I'm standing in a wide open space, just myself, a few in the distance.  A few that won't go away.  But I'm just lost.  I don't know where to go from here.  At all.  And I really do not know what has been wrong with me.  When I sit here everyday I just feel so numb sometimes.  I have so much inside but all I do is bitch.  I am grateful with what I have, I am an optimist; people like me need to bitch.  I almost feel wrong for feeling this way, this down, because I like what I have...  I just feel so alone sometimes.

Today I read my sonnet and realize that I still really do feel that way.  And I don't want it to be that way at all.
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