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have you ever had one of those days where death isnt really lookin too bad?
ya well hey i had one today, this entire day was fucking shit and i am sooo ready to die,
and i really feel as if i am on the brink of a nervous breakdown......i am shaking
incontrolabley and i hate everyone that i talk to, or associate with
please somebody help me
i am truly having some horrible problems emotionally
i am extremely depressed and i have no idea wut to do
as much as i want to be happy i just cant and that is the worst feeling in the entire world
bye
nat