Jan 18, 2007 00:07
You know what, I'm not going to promise updates any longer, because I know I'll never follow through on that. This won't be a long entry, but if you want to know more about what's going on with me, either IM me or maybe sometime, when I feel the ambition, I will make a more substantive entry.
I went to Kairos last weekend with a bunch of people from St. Teresa's. What a blast! I think the best part about it was I was able to become better friends with people who I knew, but didn't necessarily have a chance to hang out with or talk with in the past.
Socially, I cannot believe how much I've changed. I mean this in no bad way when I say that if I had the social life I currently have back in high school, I would never have met 3/4 of the people I know through the Whose Line? stuff and such. I think this is why I've stopped having the ambition of recreating what we had (though sometimes I still make game/scene lists in classes ... some things never change). But I've gotten to the point where I have to decide what group of people to hang out with, rather than waiting in vain for someone at school to notice me and want to do something with me. I am happy with that improvement.
On the same token, this newfound socialness has given me increased courage for various things and ideas I never would have had the courage for in the past. I can more often decide something that would be fun to do, and more importantly the Kristen situation from freshman year of high school will never happen again. Most of you know what I'm referring to; if you don't, it's no big loss, though you can ask sometime.
Basically, I have four months left before graduation, and I'm not looking forward to graduating and having to leave the area. I suppose that's not a bad thing at all.