ill hold my tears for another year.
alright this is fucked, incredibly fucked.
they say at the end of you're life you can count your true friends on one hand, well i can already.
-Emily Porter-Andrea Stacey-Taylor Gann-
and i have two fingers to spare.
but what do you do when you find out one of your best friend is in deeper shit than you could imagine? and how she couldnt even tell you. what do you do when you find out that her mom beats her and she is mentally sick and physically bruised? would some one please let me know. because for the past two years this girl has played a huge role in my life and if i ever had to loose her i would loose myself too. its hard to help when im not even allowed to see her! not only is she bein abused but her sister writes poems about how much she hates her. its not fair that shes has such an affect on my life when theres nothin i can do to affect hers for the better too. im completely stuck.
but this has opened my eyes in a sense.
annie i didnt steal your CD's. and ive been mean to you, so true, but remember why this happened? for false accusations. and you try to tell me that i never cared about you. im sorry i was such a bitch, but dont ever tell me i didnt care about you. click here
DRUNK NiGHTS & FiST FiGHTS .. SUMMER iS 0N iTS WAY
8th grade year has held extreme changes for me. i became a totally different person. and she sucks.
and ironically theres a song for everything.
And all our sins,
Come back to haunt us in the end,
To hang around and tap us on the shoulder,
And smile silent,
It's all implied,
You'll die trying to live this down,
You might as well forget it,
Still I'm convinced,
Wondering what if is the worst thing there is,
So we bottled and shelved all our regrets,
Let them ferment and came back to our senses,
Drove back home and slept a few days,
Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be,
And all these lines fall short of what I had in mind,
A failed attempt to capsulize a feeling,
So I just try,
Fail and try and try again,
Someday I swear I'm going to get it,
Because I'm convinced that giving in is the worst thing there is,
So we bottled and shelved all our regrets,
Let them ferment and came back to our senses,
Drove back home and slept a few days,
Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be,
We'll get over it,
Sad, strong, safe, and sober, ((finally))
We'll move forward,
And know where we went wrong,
But you can't go home again,
You can't go home again,
You can't go home again,
You can't go home again,
You can't go home again!
You can't go home again!
You can't go home again!!!
So we bottled and shelved all our regrets,
Let them ferment and came back to our senses,
Drove back home and slept a few days,
Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be.