Apr 23, 2005 20:46
so I've realized a lot lately...
who my true friends are and who are not (this is not tward everybody, those of you who actually care will know)
I know I'm not one to bitch about these things...I guess...?...you tell me
I do as much as I can to help people out but when they fuck me over or ignore me after Ive done everything I can to help them out in anyway yeah I can say I get a little annoyed by that. and when it happens over and over again yeah I'm just sick of it now
yeah I'll be your friend if you do things for me
or I'll be your friend when there's no one else to hang out with...sound familiar...?
incase some of you (who actually read this) forgot the meaning here ya go...
lets refresh your memory...
FRIEND ( P ) Pronunciation Key (frnd)
n.
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement
friendships take 2 people to make them happen, they're not one sided
I guess I'm only good for being used as a person, I mean who needs me as a friend anyways?
I thought my friends were the most important thing to me (since my family doesnt give a fuck, as I might have told some of you about since I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND, at the time anyways) but I guess it was just a waste of time.
so now what do I have?
ok I'm done