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just little things get me down, like how crispian deleted a photo of us from his profile pictures. "i did that two hours ago, do you really stalk me that much?" "no i was just looking for the picture and i couldn't find it." it was a strange coincidence but it just made me realize we were never really on the same page. "no matter how much i wanted you to be my type, you're not." i will never get over my physical attraction to him, or that he was my first love. i don't think i'll ever really stop loving him, no matter how much i hate his arrogant personality or his selfish attitude.
things i've been working on/thinking about:
-studying abroad plans (kenya/tanzania)
-job interviews, still.
-i am working on being less loud and obnoxious. i really value introverted people and although i am extremely extraverted, my depressed has taken a toll on me over the past year. but i know i have a problem with trusting people and opening up too easily, so i am trying to be less forward.
-i'm going to Boston tomorrow!
-i really need to stop skipping class
-i sleep way too much
-summer plans/classes/staying in burlington?
-next semester classes
-scotland?
things i've been working on/thinking about:
-studying abroad plans (kenya/tanzania)
-job interviews, still.
-i am working on being less loud and obnoxious. i really value introverted people and although i am extremely extraverted, my depressed has taken a toll on me over the past year. but i know i have a problem with trusting people and opening up too easily, so i am trying to be less forward.
-i'm going to Boston tomorrow!
-i really need to stop skipping class
-i sleep way too much
-summer plans/classes/staying in burlington?
-next semester classes
-scotland?