new york a new life nobody knows me
whats up i havent written in months cause i moved i live in new york now its great i love my new job and things are going good i mis all my freinds cause i aint meet any one outside of work well i met one girl the first weeks i was here but she turned out to be weird she woundnt take my calls or anything so that was a bad impersion of new york girls i miss 4 wheeling. its totally differnt living here its a big city compared to back home but im getting used to it i miss going to starbucks with alex and jess those were good times now i go to starbucks and just sit there reading the paper with no one there to share my ideas and crazy shit going on in life but il get by i always do. some days at work il be calling southen states and il start thinking about something funny that happend back home and i forget for a momemnt that im in new york 9 hours away from my freinds i cant just run over to jesses or alexs and tell them some great place i wanna go or just shout out lets go get coffe and shoot the shit. Sometimes i wonder if people ever say i wonder what matts doing i always wonder what my freinds are doing at that time. but u know i coundnt see my self still living at home going up to dc every day but yea i dont know i sometimes just work when i get sad and try not to think about things i guess thats how i can stand to work 60-70 work weeks but things are getting better im starting to met people im trying to avoid doing things with my brother and his wife i feel like they drag me around all i want is to be alone time to think and read and just get away from the world