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School, work, sleep, rinse and repeat. That's how things have been lately in my life. I went back to kitchener last weekend for commencement because my friends insisted, so i had to miss work, but it was worth it, graduation is only once i suppose. It was nice anyhow, i enjoy going back, kitchener is nice in small doses.
I can't seem to shake this feeling of being unproductive...... either i am doing to much, like when i was at the salon, or i feel as if i'm not being busy enough (like now...) even though i really am..... there's a fine line and i can't seem to find it for the life of me... i think i just need to realize that going to 2 schools, and working partime is enough, and just value having a bit of time to myself, instead of feeling terribly guilty. Something needs to be changed in my life i guess, and now i just have to figure out what it is......
Things are otherwise going well with me, other then the usual suspects of stressing over finances....i am going to hit the brick wall soon and have idea what i am going to do....... but i have decided that worrying gets you nowhere in life and that stressing over things just makes them worse. I'll pass that bridge when i get there....or just jump in the water, whichever. Haha
On a side note ...i hate going on dates you think will be semi-promising and then they are just awkward, and you have to drag a conversation out of them. Some people just have the personality of cardboard and have nothing exciting to say. Boy, can I pick the cardboard personalities or can i pick the cardboard personalities...?
I can't seem to shake this feeling of being unproductive...... either i am doing to much, like when i was at the salon, or i feel as if i'm not being busy enough (like now...) even though i really am..... there's a fine line and i can't seem to find it for the life of me... i think i just need to realize that going to 2 schools, and working partime is enough, and just value having a bit of time to myself, instead of feeling terribly guilty. Something needs to be changed in my life i guess, and now i just have to figure out what it is......
Things are otherwise going well with me, other then the usual suspects of stressing over finances....i am going to hit the brick wall soon and have idea what i am going to do....... but i have decided that worrying gets you nowhere in life and that stressing over things just makes them worse. I'll pass that bridge when i get there....or just jump in the water, whichever. Haha
On a side note ...i hate going on dates you think will be semi-promising and then they are just awkward, and you have to drag a conversation out of them. Some people just have the personality of cardboard and have nothing exciting to say. Boy, can I pick the cardboard personalities or can i pick the cardboard personalities...?