~ya know what im saying~ quote from gansta friend
~I never cared that much I never kept in touch and most of all what really sucks is everything and all of us~
I am so fucking sick of everything....ugh i don't even know how to explain it! Like I'm starting to have no care in the world becuase with everything I have ever done good for myself has got me nowhere and when I do bad I still handle my shit just as well. People just piss the fuck out of me like they start pointless drama and most of the time the drama that it was started over wasn't damn true....but ehh what can you do.
~locked away in a cage today so i'm doin' what i can take these fuckin' chains off me and i'll show you what i am you don't know what its like to be in me you don't know what i've survived and you never would beleive~
Ya so my mom and I still aren't talking well mostly I'm not talking to her becuase it just makes me irratated.....she god damn knows that I'm doing really good in my life for once better then I ever had really....I mean god damn look at my life(not the past) I live at the Canter's I get alone with chris and Sarah my little brother and sister (their so cute), Sarah Loves me she writes shit on me for school and she wrote on her profile how she looks up to me and how I am always thier for her and can give her advice, I play traveling soccer, I am assitant coaching Sarah soccer team for community service(for a scholorship), I have A's and B's in all my classes.....I mean shit I have that All American teenage perfect life (if life were a movie that is, the world is way fucked up thats not even standard American family any more) But yet I'm still on locked down and can't live a life....and I don't want to fuck all this up i have going for me and all I am asking for is a little distance and to have my life experinces becuase i have to learn them myself.
Well I'm Out ~gabbie~
Knife Party
my knife it's sharp and chrome
come see inside my bones
all of the fiends are on the block
I'm the new king
I taste the queen
in here we are all anemic
in here anemic and sweet
so go get your knife
and come in
so go get your knife
and lay down
so go get your knife now kiss me
I can float here forever
in this room we can't touch
the floor in here
we're all anemic
in here anemic and sweet so
I am so fucking sick of everything....ugh i don't even know how to explain it! Like I'm starting to have no care in the world becuase with everything I have ever done good for myself has got me nowhere and when I do bad I still handle my shit just as well. People just piss the fuck out of me like they start pointless drama and most of the time the drama that it was started over wasn't damn true....but ehh what can you do.
~locked away in a cage today so i'm doin' what i can take these fuckin' chains off me and i'll show you what i am you don't know what its like to be in me you don't know what i've survived and you never would beleive~
Ya so my mom and I still aren't talking well mostly I'm not talking to her becuase it just makes me irratated.....she god damn knows that I'm doing really good in my life for once better then I ever had really....I mean god damn look at my life(not the past) I live at the Canter's I get alone with chris and Sarah my little brother and sister (their so cute), Sarah Loves me she writes shit on me for school and she wrote on her profile how she looks up to me and how I am always thier for her and can give her advice, I play traveling soccer, I am assitant coaching Sarah soccer team for community service(for a scholorship), I have A's and B's in all my classes.....I mean shit I have that All American teenage perfect life (if life were a movie that is, the world is way fucked up thats not even standard American family any more) But yet I'm still on locked down and can't live a life....and I don't want to fuck all this up i have going for me and all I am asking for is a little distance and to have my life experinces becuase i have to learn them myself.
Well I'm Out ~gabbie~
Knife Party
my knife it's sharp and chrome
come see inside my bones
all of the fiends are on the block
I'm the new king
I taste the queen
in here we are all anemic
in here anemic and sweet
so go get your knife
and come in
so go get your knife
and lay down
so go get your knife now kiss me
I can float here forever
in this room we can't touch
the floor in here
we're all anemic
in here anemic and sweet so