On your own, huh? Well... Can't do that, can I? I promise I'll try not to colapse...But it's hard if I can't even sit for five seconds without going insane... Kisses help, though.
Then stop going insane and calm the hell down. Start as you mean to go on, Kenya. You can't panic like this when you're in surgery and there's more at stake when you're doing that. This... a test? You can do this.
I'll give you as many kisses as you want... So long as you settle down.
You're right, I know, you're right. But being in surgery and having an exam are two different things... I can't detach myself from this like I can from a patient... It's my future we're talking about! And it's not in my hands, but in the hands of a commission made of people who notice every single detail and what if someone doesn't like the color of my suit or thinks I'm incompetent cause my solution of the problem isn't what he imagines as best.... Paper bag. I need one.
... And wouldn't you hold the future of someone else in your hands if you were operating on them?
Look, all you can do is your best. If you keep panicking and freaking out the chances of you blowing it get higher. You need to calm down and show them you're the best they'll ever hope to get. Be the man I fell in love with. Brave, strong, confident and so very smart. You're the smartest man I know, Kenya. Prove it to me.
It's different. Being responsible for someone else is easier than being responsible for yourself...or at least that's how I feel sometimes.
I keep telling myslef that over and over, but I still can't help it. It isn't something I can just turn off, regrettfully. I'll do my best... I just don't know if it's gonna be good enough, because I just can't see things objectively now. Stress messes with your head. A lot. But you guys are doing a great job on helping it, so whatever it is you're doing - don't stop! Thank you. And I love you too~
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But you'll survive. You have to survive. If you leave me and Hikaru as widows looking after Tia on our own I'll probably have to kill you.
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I'll give you as many kisses as you want... So long as you settle down.
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Look, all you can do is your best. If you keep panicking and freaking out the chances of you blowing it get higher. You need to calm down and show them you're the best they'll ever hope to get. Be the man I fell in love with. Brave, strong, confident and so very smart. You're the smartest man I know, Kenya. Prove it to me.
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I keep telling myslef that over and over, but I still can't help it. It isn't something I can just turn off, regrettfully. I'll do my best... I just don't know if it's gonna be good enough, because I just can't see things objectively now. Stress messes with your head. A lot. But you guys are doing a great job on helping it, so whatever it is you're doing - don't stop! Thank you. And I love you too~
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