and i have you on your knees where i want you
Sometimes I just don't know what to do..like now.
Today I went and got Monke, went to Fred's, went to my aunts, then we went to Squeek and Kibbys and they were being boys and beating themselves with weird objects that left a lot of marks....this weekend sucked. This week sucked, and the beginning of this week approaching is sucking.
I dropped Heath off at Journeys, he worked there, he bairly said goodbye, and immediatly started to get friendly with his female co-workers. About an hour later. "Everybody out of the mall, everyone get out" the mall security guards were saying. No one knew what was going on, everyone was just pushing and shoving their way out. I to thought of this. The staircase was all the way at the other end. The escalators didn't work, but they were close, and I was going to just walk up them. I went to them and I looked down. There were three little girls laying at the bottom. All dead. They were so pale and had a slight green tint. I had no idea what was going on. I looked to the elevator. Filled with dead children. I stepped over the girls and walked up the escalators to Journeys. I asked them where Heath was because I didn't see him. He left. He ditched me again. So I walked out to where everyone was and started smoking a cigarette. My mom instantly started yelling at me. Then, I realized what happened. There were about 200 little kids in the mall that day, and one of them tripped on the escalator and got caught, got pulled under and killed her. The rest of the children did the same thing. 200 kids dead. Garbage trucks started pulling up outside. The people driving them got out and started putting the corpses in black garbage bags, the mall security helped. They then tossed them into the back of the trucks and drove away."
I then started to fade out and I woke up. This is the dream I had last night. And it scared me.
I started analyzing it today, and i took it as "No matter how serious the situation is, Heath isn't going to be there. He is just going to ditch me again."
it sucks...a lot.
goodnight all...just know that ill be here for you, and i wont ditch you. No matter who you are.
Today I went and got Monke, went to Fred's, went to my aunts, then we went to Squeek and Kibbys and they were being boys and beating themselves with weird objects that left a lot of marks....this weekend sucked. This week sucked, and the beginning of this week approaching is sucking.
I dropped Heath off at Journeys, he worked there, he bairly said goodbye, and immediatly started to get friendly with his female co-workers. About an hour later. "Everybody out of the mall, everyone get out" the mall security guards were saying. No one knew what was going on, everyone was just pushing and shoving their way out. I to thought of this. The staircase was all the way at the other end. The escalators didn't work, but they were close, and I was going to just walk up them. I went to them and I looked down. There were three little girls laying at the bottom. All dead. They were so pale and had a slight green tint. I had no idea what was going on. I looked to the elevator. Filled with dead children. I stepped over the girls and walked up the escalators to Journeys. I asked them where Heath was because I didn't see him. He left. He ditched me again. So I walked out to where everyone was and started smoking a cigarette. My mom instantly started yelling at me. Then, I realized what happened. There were about 200 little kids in the mall that day, and one of them tripped on the escalator and got caught, got pulled under and killed her. The rest of the children did the same thing. 200 kids dead. Garbage trucks started pulling up outside. The people driving them got out and started putting the corpses in black garbage bags, the mall security helped. They then tossed them into the back of the trucks and drove away."
I then started to fade out and I woke up. This is the dream I had last night. And it scared me.
I started analyzing it today, and i took it as "No matter how serious the situation is, Heath isn't going to be there. He is just going to ditch me again."
it sucks...a lot.
goodnight all...just know that ill be here for you, and i wont ditch you. No matter who you are.