Socially Inept
I have yet to make a friend at UH. This is offset by the fact that I'm forming an unhealthy resentment to my situation with this school, so of course my opinion of this place is sullied. I wish I had a stable base of friends to start the new-wave of collegiate friends, but Houston is too spread out and my friends here too few and my drive to really make any too weak to produce any results. I don't know what I'm doing.
Also shopping alone at night for yourself in a Kroger's you've never been before is extremely depressing, though not as bad as eating dinner by my lonesome. Goddammit, this has to change soon. My apartment is 1100 square feet and I am about a square foot, I think. That's a lot of space. I need a roommate. And a decrease in anxiety, paranoia, delusion, and boredom. Would that I had the discipline to re-read books. I'm trying not to become dependent on Chris, as that would result in disastrous consequences down the line.
I went outside and the air wasn't as hot, a flash of excitement went through me.
Also shopping alone at night for yourself in a Kroger's you've never been before is extremely depressing, though not as bad as eating dinner by my lonesome. Goddammit, this has to change soon. My apartment is 1100 square feet and I am about a square foot, I think. That's a lot of space. I need a roommate. And a decrease in anxiety, paranoia, delusion, and boredom. Would that I had the discipline to re-read books. I'm trying not to become dependent on Chris, as that would result in disastrous consequences down the line.
I went outside and the air wasn't as hot, a flash of excitement went through me.