no. im not.

[speedemo]

hm. i know id said id be scarce. but i find myself really really bored. i have nothing to do online. no email. no diary. alreay too many entries. hm.. what else is there.
not a whole lot. i tell you.
a concealed secret.
only temporairily undiscovered.
to conceal the truth.
to hold a lie.
in forever.
and never let it go.
the truth.
known to some.
unidentifiable to others.
can you tell me.
my head hurts.
my stomach aches.
this emptiness
turns
to lonliness.
the bickering
the fighting.
it never
seems to
cease.
its always there
you never get along.
just
stop ok.
it keeps me
entirely.
your
love
surrounds me.
warms me
like a
blanket and
covers me
completely.
you are.
my other half.
my future.
my better half.
the best part of me.
i love you for it.
always