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dear livejournal.
i feel like i should update. and i have lots to say. im not sure how to put it. i guess ill start and see where i end. first things first. robert offered to get me a tattoo so weve decided to come up next month and im going to get one. possibly two. ive decided i want the word 'absolution' on my left ring finger. and a dragon on the top of my shoulder and back. possibly a star or flower instead. i suppose well see. but im very excited. id like to hit up a show while im there but ill have to see. i was in portland recently and picked up the mercury and willamette weekly and learned there are many shows coming up that id like to attend. ok. next. my day today.
first. i called my dad. just to let him know i wasnt mad at him. and that things are ok. the day today was great. sun shinning. i decided to walk around town and get some fresh air. i headed straight for jc pennys.i got a pair of pants and a tee shirt. the whole reason i bought the tee was it was only three dollars and the fact that when i saw it i immediately thought of don and anal sex. and i knew i had to get it. so really i got it for him. but i got it for me to wear for him. i think im a thoughtful girlfriend. anyways.
its green and says ill trying anything once. twice if i like it. so thats it about that. i then headed to maurices and picked up two pairs of earrings and a sweater. it was a beautiful day today. and on the way to work i smelled something that reminded me of the ocean. im pretty sure it was the smell of freshly cut grass. but it was faint. so i thought i smelled the ocean. fuck do i miss it. the smell of washed up seaweed on the sand. the hot sand. the salty water. victorias 24/hr mexican food not too far away. i really miss it a lot. i cant wait to get back.
lately ive been feeling like annoyance. even to myself today. i thought i was annoying. theres something about that not right. i really hate the things i do. the way i stand. or how i have to have my hands on my hips. or i have to lean against a wall. i dont know why. but i find myself doing it a lot. i hate it. i guess. im just in a really cynical mood is all.
i officially apologize.
i feel like i should update. and i have lots to say. im not sure how to put it. i guess ill start and see where i end. first things first. robert offered to get me a tattoo so weve decided to come up next month and im going to get one. possibly two. ive decided i want the word 'absolution' on my left ring finger. and a dragon on the top of my shoulder and back. possibly a star or flower instead. i suppose well see. but im very excited. id like to hit up a show while im there but ill have to see. i was in portland recently and picked up the mercury and willamette weekly and learned there are many shows coming up that id like to attend. ok. next. my day today.
first. i called my dad. just to let him know i wasnt mad at him. and that things are ok. the day today was great. sun shinning. i decided to walk around town and get some fresh air. i headed straight for jc pennys.i got a pair of pants and a tee shirt. the whole reason i bought the tee was it was only three dollars and the fact that when i saw it i immediately thought of don and anal sex. and i knew i had to get it. so really i got it for him. but i got it for me to wear for him. i think im a thoughtful girlfriend. anyways.
its green and says ill trying anything once. twice if i like it. so thats it about that. i then headed to maurices and picked up two pairs of earrings and a sweater. it was a beautiful day today. and on the way to work i smelled something that reminded me of the ocean. im pretty sure it was the smell of freshly cut grass. but it was faint. so i thought i smelled the ocean. fuck do i miss it. the smell of washed up seaweed on the sand. the hot sand. the salty water. victorias 24/hr mexican food not too far away. i really miss it a lot. i cant wait to get back.
lately ive been feeling like annoyance. even to myself today. i thought i was annoying. theres something about that not right. i really hate the things i do. the way i stand. or how i have to have my hands on my hips. or i have to lean against a wall. i dont know why. but i find myself doing it a lot. i hate it. i guess. im just in a really cynical mood is all.
i officially apologize.