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"I'm with you right now because I love the person that you are."
"Even now?"
"Most of the time now."
comforting.
and suddenly i'm accused of only taking, not giving. (was i like this with you, too? i can't imagine how i could've been different.)
didn't hear it for two and a half years. and now i'm supposed to change two and a half year's worth of thinking (with the implicit warning: "better hurry! before it's too late!")
and at last, the solution: it's all my fault.
"Even now?"
"Most of the time now."
comforting.
and suddenly i'm accused of only taking, not giving. (was i like this with you, too? i can't imagine how i could've been different.)
didn't hear it for two and a half years. and now i'm supposed to change two and a half year's worth of thinking (with the implicit warning: "better hurry! before it's too late!")
and at last, the solution: it's all my fault.