Happiness in chemicals

[speedbanshee]

Xanga took away the pretty pics of the albums so back to this. I had a really bad migraine so I took some 3 loritabs or haow ever you spell it that were left from my previous encounters with pain. I have found that in this state of retardedness I am happy,even thoguh I feel like a hippy. But do to feeling like a hippy I have been listeing to deep purple and watching the graphics on windows media player 9. It is very pretty how the lights on it move to the song. And the electric organ in the song that I have on repeat is the shit it is official. Man I feel good right now damn it all down. I know I whine about alot of stuff but, I am never happy. any friend that actually listens to me means alot. I wonder what happened to dear old kate. I started seeing her again then poof back into vapor. I think tomorrow I am gonna apply for a few jobs then by some tequila and wait for work on tuesday night. I just want that old feeling of loving something back I had it falsely once and it sucked bad when I realized it.Something special I want. AHHHH I am beating my brain in this narced state i know that could not be good. I think I want a harley. I know I could build those engines like a fucker. I would just want one seat though youse it for to get away from the everyday just get on it and cruise yeah. Ok now I am gonna post the lyrics for this deep purple song. everyone should download it.

Sweet child in time you'll see the line
The line that's drawn between the good and the bad
See the blind man shooting at the world
Bullets flying taking toll
If you've been bad, Lord I bet you have
And you've not been you've not been hit by flying lead
You'd better close your eyes and bow your head
And wait for the ricochet
Deep Purple-Child in time-10:17 and it is only one verse