amazing.

Sep 13, 2004 01:55

LAKFJLSFJAA i'm just going to write random shit before i go to bed:

my dad let me drive his car for once today while i was visiting, and i got lost in his stupid country club community. it's no fun being limited to 25 and below in a '05 vette to compensate for the groups of old men walking around with their golf clubs who look like a big blob of mismatched plaid from a distance. i felt like the kind of california girl i hate after about 20 minutes and i found my way back. my dad's acquired a new puppy pitbull too, when it get's excited it pee's a lot. enough said there. blahblahblah, insert awkwardawkward, then driving home in my broken honda.

i've turned into a crazy. i have an obsession with having to beat david at mario kart every time i'm at his house now. i don't know what's wrong with me, but i'm pretty mad whenever i lose .. hehehe.. our relationship is amazing as of late.

i don't normally do this. vague: it's funny when friends are only your friends when they need something from you. a place to stay or party, moral support when no one else is there to give it to you, etc. you can go almost 6 years of close friendship, (even if you only talked every few weeks) to nothing at all. i refuse to blame myself. it's just sad when you don't fit into someones pictures anymore, shoved to the sides of the framing. waiting until there's some wrinkles to be smoothed out.











(check the bruise on my elbow. i got my blood tested last week for mono - i still haven't gotten the results - and now i look like a junkie. awesome).

school and work is starting to hit me. if you want to see me completely stressed out, check in with me a few weeks from now.

i made a new journal. i'll start using it after this entry.
i'm not going to give the name out.
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