The Tired Anthem of a Loser and a Hypocrite

Jul 26, 2005 08:50

About to go to work.
Upset that my roommate request didn't go through.
Reapplied for Gill.
Damn it!
I should look up my roommate but it's early and I need to be getting ready.

What have I been up to?
Moving my mom.
Moving back to Vienna.
Anxiously awaiting my departure to school.
Working at the pool.
Being a pilot.

I'm sorry to those I haven't seen in awhile. I've been pretty confined to home. APparently to my parents, working at the pool = going out for the day and having fun.
Bah. College come now.
I'm waiting for our beach house deposit. I called three days ago, and they said it would be mailed out on the 26th. BY GOD that's today!
Um. This weekend = no pool but hospital, and lots of labor at the mother's. My dad has a hernia, and my mother had surgery so I had to do everything.
I squeezed in time to go to some party out in Nokesville. I didn't stay long, but the people seemed nice. The girls were a little too out there for me maybe.

Why does everyone smoke now?
Sure, I smoke the occasional cigar, clove, or black and mild. I probably wouldn't if no one else did. Meh, who cares? Do what is enjoyable.
Scott was grumpy yesterday. We went bowling with some cool kids. Then it was off to the hookah bar. I always am placed with the responsiblity of making final decisions- such as when to go, where to go, how to go. Blah blah blah. Go figure it ended with both of us being confused and realizing I won't see him for awhile because of our clashing work schedules and his fraternity retreat.
"don't forget me."
Time apart doesn't mean anything if time doesn't really exist.

Boston University is far away.
Yeah, that's right. He's smarter than me... or I am? whatever... It's hard not to be praised or admired.

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