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Forgive me for resulting to my old ways and updating daily.
I just can't get over beach week.
Enough said though. Back to reality.
Where to start?
I think I'll stop ehhhh, "beating around the bush" when I'm talking in this damn thing.
I am who I am- and I'm pretty damn open. (Although recent events have made me consider retracting that statement. heh)
Besides, if you are actually reading this, you care about me. And if that is not the case, you simply want to compare the excitement/interesting factors of your life with mine.
BUT.
Believe me when I say, my life could kick your life's ass.
Unless you are in my life- in which case, we both rock.
Or something.
(Still officially "lost")
Journals are detailed accounts of events, right? I don't really know, but that is what I'm going to play off of from now on. Perhaps I'll discover, um, where I am through this because there hasn't been much progress recently. What I have learned is I'm controlling, demanding, rude, angry when need-be... I expect too much, won't accept too little, procrastinate, don't take advice... I try to hard when it's not necessary, not hard enough when times get difficult. I'll do anything twice, I'll do nothing hardly ever. I'm a bitch, I'll lead you on, I'll get over you much too quickly, I'll firmly stand as an agnostic to love... I'll laugh at romance, feel uncomfortable in manmade/emotional situations. I'll look down upon you if you suffer, if you lose, or if you are in a constant state of sadness. I'll obsess over nothing. I'll desire you if you are desired. I'll disown you if you are ignorant.
I should disown myself.
Today, I woke up, finished doing all my laundry for my departure tomorrow morning, and then headed off to work. Lindsey, Brittany, and I all arrived at work at the same time. Declan flew by the guardroom window on a skateboard while mooning us. I didn't have my guardsuit so I had to improvise. Chucky seemed the happiest to see me. I missed my Centreville kids.
Worked till 7:30, went back to my mom's, said goodbye to her, packed stuff, and headed out. Went by my sister's place to give her gifts. Liam told me I would be more attractive without "so much damn metal on [my] face."
Went to see and say goodbye to Scott. He's fun :-) It's hard to attempt a relationship when I'm constantly either on vacation, or traveling between homes, but we seem to be doing quite well considering the circumstances. He matches and often exceeds my randomness, outgoingness, openness, humor, intelligence, and of course attractiveness ;-) I haven't decided if the certain exceeding areas are a good or bad thing... In fact it's down right intimidating!
Now I'm in Vienna. Flight at 9:00 am tomorrow- taking metro to the airport. Seeing the relatives in Florida. I'll be back on Saturday though, so never fret. I'll be gambling. My dad gave me gambling money.
Yeeesssss.
Because I had $10.63 to my name.
Damn you beach week!
P.S. Middle aged people and up generally don't respect you as much if you darken your hair and get a few body piercings. Ugh. I don't care to deal with you.
Much love
law
P.P.S. See you all in a little while. Be safe till then because I think I neeeeeeeddddddd yall!
I just can't get over beach week.
Enough said though. Back to reality.
Where to start?
I think I'll stop ehhhh, "beating around the bush" when I'm talking in this damn thing.
I am who I am- and I'm pretty damn open. (Although recent events have made me consider retracting that statement. heh)
Besides, if you are actually reading this, you care about me. And if that is not the case, you simply want to compare the excitement/interesting factors of your life with mine.
BUT.
Believe me when I say, my life could kick your life's ass.
Unless you are in my life- in which case, we both rock.
Or something.
(Still officially "lost")
Journals are detailed accounts of events, right? I don't really know, but that is what I'm going to play off of from now on. Perhaps I'll discover, um, where I am through this because there hasn't been much progress recently. What I have learned is I'm controlling, demanding, rude, angry when need-be... I expect too much, won't accept too little, procrastinate, don't take advice... I try to hard when it's not necessary, not hard enough when times get difficult. I'll do anything twice, I'll do nothing hardly ever. I'm a bitch, I'll lead you on, I'll get over you much too quickly, I'll firmly stand as an agnostic to love... I'll laugh at romance, feel uncomfortable in manmade/emotional situations. I'll look down upon you if you suffer, if you lose, or if you are in a constant state of sadness. I'll obsess over nothing. I'll desire you if you are desired. I'll disown you if you are ignorant.
I should disown myself.
Today, I woke up, finished doing all my laundry for my departure tomorrow morning, and then headed off to work. Lindsey, Brittany, and I all arrived at work at the same time. Declan flew by the guardroom window on a skateboard while mooning us. I didn't have my guardsuit so I had to improvise. Chucky seemed the happiest to see me. I missed my Centreville kids.
Worked till 7:30, went back to my mom's, said goodbye to her, packed stuff, and headed out. Went by my sister's place to give her gifts. Liam told me I would be more attractive without "so much damn metal on [my] face."
Went to see and say goodbye to Scott. He's fun :-) It's hard to attempt a relationship when I'm constantly either on vacation, or traveling between homes, but we seem to be doing quite well considering the circumstances. He matches and often exceeds my randomness, outgoingness, openness, humor, intelligence, and of course attractiveness ;-) I haven't decided if the certain exceeding areas are a good or bad thing... In fact it's down right intimidating!
Now I'm in Vienna. Flight at 9:00 am tomorrow- taking metro to the airport. Seeing the relatives in Florida. I'll be back on Saturday though, so never fret. I'll be gambling. My dad gave me gambling money.
Yeeesssss.
Because I had $10.63 to my name.
Damn you beach week!
P.S. Middle aged people and up generally don't respect you as much if you darken your hair and get a few body piercings. Ugh. I don't care to deal with you.
Much love
law
P.P.S. See you all in a little while. Be safe till then because I think I neeeeeeeddddddd yall!