May 30, 2005 21:12
How can you put so much emotion and feeling into any piece of your life or any response to another person and have it mean absolutely nothing? I know it's possible though because I do it all the time- yet, I don't want this to be true for all of humanity. I want everything to be as it appears so that I can attain that feeling of wholeness.
Hypocrisy isn't the right word, but it's the first one that comes to mind. " "
I have found everything I want, I just haven't been able to hold on to it, let alone get a strong enough grasp. Maybe there is a lack of trying on my part, but why would this be? Impress me.
Lately, music I have explored hasn't been able to inspire me. Although it seems to set a tone in my life, I never fail to find the minor imperfections in its entirety; cliche phrases, the repetition lacks imagination when looking at it from my level, blah.. I don't even want to finish this sentence.
Every philosophical conversation I have seems to cycle back to other topics that I had previously been satisfied with... So is my life: never confident in any decision.
Exceptions in every case, my dear.
Don't confuse an empty mind for a pensive look.
Common mistake.
Busch Gardens tomorrow. How rad will that be?