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Apr 21, 2005 18:36

ARGH. What was I thinking ONNNCEEE AGAIINN!!!!
That's not what I want at all. I know what I want- it's very specific and there is no settling for me. No second best. (don't get smart people, no third, fourth, etc. JUST first.) Even if it's not around, yet.
So to Brittany's question in english class a couple of weeks ago- YES. Yes I do have a problem with that. So that is over.

I hate feeling self-conscious, nervous, shy. Where the hell is the power in that?! Back to regular Lauren. Phew that lasted too long.\
Note to self- love self more than anything else and all will be at your disposal for some reason unexplained.

MIKE got me the COOLEST PRESENT EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fighter pilot Barbie/Lauren! YAY! I love it. He actually got the little fighter outfit and put it on a barbie. It's so incredibly awesome!

I cant wait to get my new car. Hopefully I'll find a blue colored eclipse (2004), but if not I want black, charcoal, or white. :-)

Everyone keep a look out for good ones from me from reliable sellers!

Much love
LAW
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