Mar 30, 2005 22:41
What a gorgeous day.
I'm grateful for everything I have, even though I don't get somethings I initially thought I wanted because I remember what I have that I got that I wanted.
I still have a damn cold, but it's bearable. hehe bears.
Yay for getting help in Statistics. I felt smart tonight because my friend helped me learn the lesson before going over it in class, and I actually corrected the professor's calculations TWICE. Count 'em. Twice. At the beginning of the year, there were probably about 60 students in my class. Tonight there was 20, and after the 10 minute break, there was 10.
Anyway, Mason is awesome. I have lots of friends there. I pretty much want to stay around.
That was my latest epiphany- that I had formed this whole "i dont fit in with the majority" therefore I must escape and go far away for school/career/future/etc. but the thing is, I am perfectly happy with the familiarity because then I can concentrate on the smaller changes around me. Weee..
Brittany made me realize something today. I kind of went through a less serious situation like Lindsey is feeling, but I am the type to supress everything. Buddha say: suffering can be eliminated through detachment and true happiness can be discovered. I like Buddha. I was watching the simpsons with my friend and everything I told him about buddha, Lisa started to learn. It was cute. Anyway back to the thing I realized, ... Crap i forget. Oh wait there it is- serious relationships are for suckas.
LoL
Everything is meaningless when it comes straight down to it. You might think that is depressing if you don't understand it's true meaning which cannot be defined with words. Damn the existentialism.
P.S. Watch I heart huckabees. Then you will know exactly what I am thinking--- with the exception of having a care about petroleum usage.