sad

[speechlesstimes]

I got 38/46 for class position. Laugh it out. I know I'm stupid. I really studied. The hardest for my entire life. Like, seriously. sigh. My mum comfort me. Thanks mum, love you. Didn't dare to show coach my results. Obviously how can I face coach, I got 19 for history and 39 for lit if I'm not wrong. 
How come am I so stupid.