guess whos back?!?!

[speechless_star]

lol.. not only am i back on writing in this thing but my mother is back!! where did she go u ask.. well she went to chicago for a family emergency.. but everything is ok.. for now.. and lets hope they just keep on getting better. well maybe the only reason that im writing in this thing today is because i have nothing better to do.. or because SOME

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[jayzgurl68]

wow i hope you werent talking about me being a bigger person then what you thought... well i tought the same about you...i thought you would have least called me to let me know what was going on...after i had asked you so many times and for you to act like nothing...and that i had to find out by other ppl...it aint hurt me that you fucked him what hurt me was that tou couldnt tell me....let me tell you something tata i love you and i would have been there for whatever it was even if it was about you fucking him i dont care why cuz i cant stop you from likeing someone... i guess you didnt want to tell me cuz u didnt want to hurt me but you know what you hurt me by not telling me..i would have had your back if you wanted to be with him... w/e i aint in the mood to keep on with this bye write back if you even care....and by the way you could keep him his a NOBODY for me... cause its funny the way he would talk shit about you then he went to go get with you wow he went low... then he told me that all you ppl are a bunch of drugies and now his with you ppl wow his so smart... bye...

well well well

[speechless_star]

just in case u didnt knowi called u that night that u told me about so and so and shit.. to tell u excatly what was happening but u didnt want to listen to me. if im not mistaken u sent me a text talking about how could i do that to u that supposesly u still had feelings for him that he was your first .. and all this .. i tried.. and i love u to death and i still ask about u ..and i still want to be there for you.. but not if your going to be immature about it. you are still calling him.. stop.. and so what .. the past is the past..and alot of things were said about alot ofpeople because everyone was immature about everything.. including me! and now ive grown up.. and realized that in life i want more than a bunch of so called friends who are willing to fuck you over for some one who aint even worth a spit from. i cant help what happened.. i fell for him. and i fell for him hard.. and im sorry to anyone that it hurt but i dont tell my heart to chose the people. im sorry to danny because i really cared and still do care about him and im sorry to you because you were there through everything horrible that went through my life but u know wht besides the fact tht this is happening and what not im going to be the first one to call u on your birthday and be the first one that if something bad happens to you God forbidding .. i will be tehr eto make sure that your ok.. and thats me being an adult about this. you can talk shit all you want but im getting my shit together.. going to school.. working hard... and hopefully getthign my shit together to start a family.. take care of yourself magaly.. and i hope that you find happiness like i did.. in some one and some where..

tata

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[jayzgurl68]

I DID FIND HAPPINESS AND IM HAPPY WITH WHO IM WITH AND ITS JAY NOT MATTER WHAT WE FIGHT ABOUT OR LIKE WE BROKE UP FOR WE STILL END UP GETTING BACK IM IN LOVE WITH HIM I NEVER FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE.... AND I AINT MAD ABOUT YOU AND REY IM MAD THAT I HAD ASKED YOU SO MANY TIMES THAT YOU COUOLD TELL ME ATLEAST THAT YOU HAD A LIL OF FEELINGS FOR HIM...I DONT CARE TATA ABOUT HIM NPOT ANYMORE WELL I DO CARE ABOUT HIM HE IS THE GUY I GAVE IT TO BUT ITS NOT THE SAME... AND WHAT YOU SAID ABOUT IF ANTHING EVER HAPPENS TO ME THAT YOUR GONNA BE THERE WELL SAME GOES TO YOU... IT HURTS TO HAVE LOST A FRIEND THAT I COUOLD RUN UP TO AND TELL HER EVERYTHING IT HURTS THAT I GO THRU MY PICS AND ALMOST ALL OF THEM YOUR IN AND I JUST SIT THERE WHEN IM ALONE AND HAVE TIME AND CRY TO MYSELF CUZ WHAT HAPPEN AND CUZ I LOST A FRIEND THAT I LOVE VERY MUCH... AND I STARTED TO LOOSE THAT FRIEND WHEN NEW PPL CAME INTO HER LIFE