May 22, 2005 14:18
wow how this weekend made me realize things that i knew all along but never chose to listen to myself. lets start off with all the accidents we saw this weekend... come on. it was rediculous.. there was some one dead.. that was the most horrible experience in the world. sitting in traffic waiting not knowing whats going on and finding out that it was a really bad accident and some one died. makes u think.. if we left one minute earlier would we have been caught in that accident? makes me appreciate life.then i heard something about it being racers.. then of coarse i thought of "HIGH STANDARDS" and i prayed to God that it wasnt any of those people.. and when i found out that it was .. i felt so guilty that i felt so happy that it wasnt. but hey what can i say. then from the beach another accident... fire trucks and ambulances .. the works.. its nuts. i dont remember my prom there being so many accidents..but then again .. everyone who wanted to get fucked up or something rented and stayed there. and let me tell u .. when i have the chance to download all the pictures from my digital to the computer your going to see how hot i looked last night.. along with cristy and jackie. and this is unusual for me to say this because of mylow self esteem.. but fuck that!! the stars last night were beautiful!! everything was perfect.. from the breeze from the ocean and the stillness of the water..the reflection of the moon on the water.. everything was perfect.. thank you for being there to share that moment with me. its funny how we had such a good weekend and all i can remember was last night. and let me tell u that my brother looked just as good.. alright guys i just felt that i should tell u that.. oh and the cutest thing ive ever seen in my life.. is who and how i slept with last night.. buttons.. with his nose to mine.. the little booger.. hes so cute.. that makes me want a kittyy.. but then nah!! i love you guys...