My Discovery
So a couple people have been asking me lately how I found out I liked girls. Well, at first I was too shy to say but I feel more comfortable here.
I was twelve. It was sixth grade and I was spending the night at my best friend's house. We were playing around (playing pretend, you know?) and I end up on top of her. She asks me to kiss her so lean forward, but I can't do it. I spent many a night crying my eyes out because I didn't understand what was happening too me. I was actually scared of being a lesbian. It's really quite sad that I grew up in a society where, although my parents taught me it's okay to be gay, I was made by others to think it was unacceptable. Over time I slowly grew to accept myself. Although I'm still in the process of fully coming to terms with everything, it really helps that I have a wonderful boyfriend like Dalton who encouages me to experiment and friends who are okay with me checking out chicks around them. They just laugh or point out girls they think I'll think are hot.
I was twelve. It was sixth grade and I was spending the night at my best friend's house. We were playing around (playing pretend, you know?) and I end up on top of her. She asks me to kiss her so lean forward, but I can't do it. I spent many a night crying my eyes out because I didn't understand what was happening too me. I was actually scared of being a lesbian. It's really quite sad that I grew up in a society where, although my parents taught me it's okay to be gay, I was made by others to think it was unacceptable. Over time I slowly grew to accept myself. Although I'm still in the process of fully coming to terms with everything, it really helps that I have a wonderful boyfriend like Dalton who encouages me to experiment and friends who are okay with me checking out chicks around them. They just laugh or point out girls they think I'll think are hot.