Dec 23, 2006 01:19
I think I'm transsexual and I'm so frightened of what my conservative friends will say. I keep asking God why people hate me and why they put his name in front of themselves when they do it because doesn't God love everyone? Doesn't it say in the bible that you shouldn't judge other people and that what is more important than even believing in him is loving one another? So why the hell can't I love whomever I choose? Why can't I feel free to tell the world I'm a man trapped in a woman's body? Why do I have to be ashamed of what I am? Does it not occur to anybody else that this is wrong?! I don't understand how any of my friends can watch me suffering through all this and think to themselves, "she's gonna burn in hell for wishing she'd been born a boy and sleepin' around with the women folk."
I say that a bunch of us gays split from the church and for our own denomination. We could call ourselves open-minded. Now wouldn't that just be a fucking barrel of laughs?
gayness,
rant